I wonder......

I wonder why it is written in the stars that my life has drastically changed.



I wonder will I still want to move back to WA after Shiney finishes school.



I wonder about her.



I wonder what will I find on my journey.



I wonder why I wonder

Jeez.....

Stop making drama out of nothing!!!!

So far......

I am still growing.

I am still learning.

I am still trying to understand.

I am still me, only improved and enlightened.

So far, so good.

I love Colorado but I hear the Pacific Northwest calling my name still.....

I am grateful.

I am happy.

I am proud of myself.

I am one lucky son of a bitch!

Happy New Year!

I was reading horoscopes and they talked about resolutions for each astrological sign and here's what it said about my sign:

Scorpio

My resolution is to express displeasure verbally and not to force others to try to guess what is upsetting me. I'm going to stop using tricky words and mind games and being a total mystery to my partner and my pals. I'm planning on laughing out loud when some tells me something humorous - no more holding back when a smile attempts to spread across my face. From this day forward, I'll save the poker face for the gaming table. As far as all that trash talk about me being jealous, all I can say is, what's wrong with a little honest revenge once in a while? What I'm not going to play down is my seductive charm, enduring loyalty, and innate understanding of my partner.

Damn, it's a big fat ol' bullseye!

Happy New Year and enjoy the first day of 2009!