Land of my Grandfathers

Last weekend, I had a life-changing experience. I did things I never thought I'd do, I felt things I never thought I'd feel, and I saw things I never thought I'd see. I came in a boy and I came out a man. A huge weight has been lifted off my shoulder and I can fly.

I can fly

I am me

I am a man

There are things I need to do and there are also things I need to talk about but first things first - just be patient with me, please.

Thank you.

Dang nab it!

Was watching a chick show and this lady said something that cracked me up. It's the funniest damn thing I've heard in a long while. She said, "I tried to have a one night stand on a plane once. We crossed the International Date Line and it became a two night stand."

Goodbye Geronimo

Geronimo, wherever you are, I hope you are happy. We miss you.

Happy Birthday!

Today is my 35th birthday. I have only one wish and that wish will be revealed only to myself, no one else. Have a good one.

1,2,2, and 3

Ehh, I am waiting to hear from the Mental Health Corporation for an answer to a question that I have. See see if I can get something set up for counseling. 2 of us, 1 of me, 2 of them, and the 3 of us. It all depends on how things are going. I'm still processing everything.

I guess it's the end.....

of something beautiful and rare.

Ehhhhh

Our discussion starts in 30 mins. Somebody shoot me please.

Tonight's the night!

Tonight's the night Ash and I will have our long-awaited discussion. It could make or break us. I sent her an email telling her how I felt. After that, I asked her a question and she balantly refused to answer. Ash, just dont get pissed off the next time somebody doesnt answer your questions!

What the frick?!?!?

Live, love, and laughter?!?!? If only they could see the real you. They'll be singing a different tune.

Anger

Anger - what is it? Is it something that just simply pisses us off or is it something truly deeper? Is it something that prevents us from PRACTICING what we PREACH. There is a fuse waiting to be lit here. A powerful fuse. Will water be able to douse it once it's lit? Is it waterproof? Is it fast burning? Or does it bide its sweet, sweet time waiting for the right opportunity?

Changes abound!

So many things to change but I can do so many at a time. Let it go. Let it happen naturally. Colorado is beautiful. The mountains here are awesome. Will post more often. Enjoy life and live free.

Home, Sweet Home?

I miss my home of yesterday when it was CLEAN! The time has come.

Kde domov muj? (Where is my home?)

This is the title of the Czech national anthem. What is a home exactly? Is home where you hang your hat? Is home where you get respect? Is home where you rule like a king (or a queen)? Is a home one's sanctuary?

My home needs alot of changes.

One important thing to remember....

You cannot demand respect without showing respect to others - especially to the ones closest to you.